On a roll tonight with another question that's been on my mind for so long and I can't seem to shake it off. Although we've talked about it before and I have mentioned it to him many times I feel like I was sugar coated a Popsicle stick from Charlie's Chocolate Factory and my instincts just don't seem to buy it.
My question is ..
"Do you think your sister and mom will really like me?"
The answer I always seem to get is yes they will ... they're certain types of people and "blah blah blah" and your marrying me, not them. That statement right there tells me the mother has no other option than to deal with me since you have feelings for me but other than that she must really think I'm a phony bitch and just doesn't like me. Now on the sisters other half .. I just feel like whatever grain of connection I had with her is all gone. Now I'm left with nothing ..
Why does this bother me? Because I want that relationship with the most important people in your lives .. When I marry you, I marry them too. I haven't met both of them, only one of them know about me so far and I just don't feel accepted at all. Meanwhile my whole family is on board and love him.
Why me? ...
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