Why does something so simple have to be so difficult? Sometimes I take a guess and blame it on my past but must he really just react that way for something that's important to me? I don't know whether to be pissed off or just let it go like he says ...
I don't care if he doesn't follow me on instagram or twitter or tumblr or whatever really .. but facebook? What couple doesn't have each other on facebook? Like I take that as the biggest sign of something being wrong. I don't know exactly what it is .. but him just being 100% truthfully honest just keeps making me more doubtful and makes me more sad.
Like I just don't know how to honestly feel about it anymore ...
Don't mistake my blog post as throwing shade towards him.
This blog was created to express my inner thoughts where I wish to tell someone other than him and I literally have no one to talk to. Just me, myself, and I. Sometimes keeping all my thoughts in my head tend to eat me alive.
In the end apparently I'm in a relationship by myself on facebook and the boyfriend whom I so happy talk about on my page is a ghost and will forever be a ghost because he refuses to add me as a friend because he never goes on his page. Fucking perfect.
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